Here we are, 9 years since you gained your angel wings. It’s said often but truly, there is not a day goes by that I do not think about you – I am grateful daily for the time that we did share together (see song below), our children, grandchildren but I’m saddened that you are missing out on so much. I’m consciously choosing happiness, which by no means says that I have ‘moved on’… It doesn’t mean that I didn’t love you; it means that I have compassion for myself, and I’ve chosen to ‘move forward’ just like you would have wanted. The family continues to move forward in life too and are always thinking about you and sharing our stories about you with each other and your grandchildren.
Both of your brothers and Mom now reside in Montana, a place you loved to visit. I was fortunate this year to visit them all and see the beauty of Montana that you spoke so much about.
Erin & Tommy are thriving in their careers, as is Lindsey. Harlow (12) promoted from the 5th grade and will begin Middle School in the fall and has moved to a new dance studio. She loves dancing and felt that the new studio would allow her to grow more as a dancer. Carlin (6) promoted from Kindergarten and is now a 1st grader!!! Carlin has joined Girl Scouts and enjoyed her first year of cookie sales and is playing soccer too. Brooks is turning three soon and is the same pistol as his Daddy – he just started hitting the ball off the tee, loves to run after hitting the ball and can’t get enough of playing in the dirt!!
You were posthumously given the Hometown Hero award by the Elk Grove Rotary Club for your lasting input to the water rescue program within the Elk Grove/Cosumnes Fire Department. I was honored to accept this award on your behalf and am so very proud of the work that you put in to create this program.
Your memorial bench on the American River Parkway was damaged during recent storms, but thankfully the Sac County Parks have restored it to its original state. I love going there!! It seems like yesterday when we last visited that spot (two weeks before you passed). You always found deer bedded down in the area!!
I continue to gather pennies that I find as I feel they are “pennies from heaven”. I’m a huge believer that either 1) you are missing us or 2) you want to communicate with us. This is your way of contacting us to bring us luck, perhaps both… We miss you so much!!
Continue to watch over & guide us in healing and show us love.